| well fine, think that way. i have nothing else to say-- but im not saying i have a best friend. because i dont. all my tight friends have their best friend-- im always the 3rd wheel with everyone. *everyone* all the time. at baseball -- alyssa and corissa always together talking about all the stuff theyve done n stuff.. n its me trying to fit in with them but i cant. then they always say my name shud be "melissa" so i cud fit in with theyre "issa" sound. well w/e. then steph and miranda. steph told me so many fckn times she wud still do everything with me. hang out on fridays. sleep over thursday night before blue and gold day so we can get our lip sync together and make our uniforms. and now that blue n gold week is coming closer its only pissing me off more that her lipsync is with miranda... and miranda is sleeping over her house on thursday so they can get ready. mirandas also being her twin on twin day. she waits by mirandas locker (which is right next to mine) every day. manda and jen are also good friends of mine... but im the 3rd wheel there too. everyday at lunch theyre always walkin off. jen always comes into me and mandas homeroom and talks to her for hours... and im just ignored. i always say i walk by myself everywhere and stuff. and i always say i dont have a best friend from my school. well now i dont have a best friend at all but i guess im fine always being last. with my friends and my family. third wheel all the time.. but idc what everyone says. it isnt possible to have 2 best friends. theres always one that your closer with. unless if its a type of 3 way connection thing. but me and des dont have that kinda friendship... but go ahead. keep trying. its obvious nothings changing. |
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| I HAVE A NEW XANGA!!! http://www.xanga.com/xkellliex |
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| woosh... guys i am an xanga making machine!  aha.. woowoo! aha.. i made all these xangas: *LeEeE* and *SwEEtKiSSeZ* and *Sweetlolli* and *felicitiiiay91*  woooosh |
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| Luke's duck likes lakes. Luke Luck licks lakes. Luke's duck licks lakes. Duck takes licks in lakes Luke Luck likes. Luke Luck takes licks in lakes duck likes. |
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| sick today.... blah can someone tell me what the point of EPROPS ARE?/ cuz umm yea i rlly duno where they get you?! lol. ugh everythings so gay. i just want things to go back to the way they used to be. im tired of new stuff. i hate change. change sucks! i just want to go back to last year. thats ittttttt. im tired of this. someone get me out.  |
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